#wen junhui fanfiction

[straylightdream]

so it goes…

𝐟𝐞𝐚𝐭: wen junhui x camgirl! f.reader

↳ Getting caught up in a moment. Lipstick on your face, so it goes. I'm yours to keep and I'm yours to lose.

𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞: non idol au

𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭: 5.6k

𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: angst, camgirl reader, kind of anonymous camboy jun, smut warning below the cut

an: this was inspired by the song so it goes.. by taylor swift. This another one of my stories inspired by reputation songs. This can be read as a one shot but these guys and there friends are mention in a series of loosely connected stories called all for you

𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐝𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐫𝐞𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐥𝐲 𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐲 𝐟𝐢𝐜𝐬.

𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: unprotected sex(mc is on birth control), camgirl reader, creampie, snowballing?? kind of anonymous camboy jun, dirty talk, oral (male rec), recording sexual acts, fingering & handjobs, thigh riding, masturbation, nicknames: (hers) baby, baby girl, (his) baby,

Long before you even met Junhui you heard about him frequently from your friend from college friend. You and her had grown closer in the last year when she took up being a cam girl just like you. Your life as a cam girl wasn’t planned but down on your luck you had heard plenty of girls talk about how they make bank off of it so you decided to give it a try. After a month and half of doing it you were making so much money you didn’t bother looking back. Your online persona “cherrybby” was something you tried to keep separate from your everyday life.

You weren’t ashamed of your career path by any means. You would prefer that close family don’t know and you don’t normally tell new friends about your job until you're comfortable. The only downside of your career is dating. You’ve been a cam girl for three years and hadn’t even been on one date. Your sex life consists of pleasuring yourself on camera. You don’t know the last time a man had touched you.

On a random Monday afternoon you were having lunch with your friend kitten who is now a cam girl. She telling you all about how her boyfriend Joshua gets off on being in the room while she films. You can’t help but be envious that she’s able to have a stable relationship and this career.

“Have you gone out with anyone recently?” She asked.

A soft chuckle passes your lips, “I haven’t had sex with a man once since I started this job.”

“Would you be interested in dating someone?” You know that she has a large group of friends and you’ve met a few of the boys and they’re all extremely good looking.

“I feel like if I go on a date with someone they need to know even before dating me about my job,” you sigh.

“I have a friend named Junhui. He’s like only one of my only friends I told about my job after Shua found out.”

“Have I met him before?” You’re trying to remember all the boys you met the one time you met her at the bar.

“No you haven’t. Junhui isn’t going to judge you for your job. He’s a really nice guy, he’s really hard working. He’s one of those nine to five guys who wears a suit to work everyday and works in an office.”

She was right he didn’t judge you for your career. Kitten managed to set you up with Junhui a week after you had lunch. He took you out to dinner and a movie. You asked him if he would be okay with your job and he told you he’s fine with it. He told you he respected you for how hard you worked to make money. The one downside to him was, he let you know he wasn't able to be in a super serious relationship but he definitely wanted to date. You took that as you were going to be together but you weren’t going to put a label on it right away.

-

It’s been four months and in your mind Junhui is your boyfriend even though you’ve never had the talk about labels. You learned very early on that Junhui has a thing for appearing in your videos but remaining anonymous. He often wears a face mask and makes sure you only see him from the neck down. He’s never taken his clothes off on camera. He has no problem fingering you until you’re practically screaming or playing with you or using toys on you.

He’s sitting on the edge of the bed with you straddling his strong thigh. He’s dressed in business attire coming over straight from work. He’s wearing tight slacks, and a white dress shirt with the sleeves rolled up showing the veins in his arms.

He always tries to see you before you go live. He made a joke about you riding his thigh and the next thing you knew he has you naked with your camera on. Your lips are painted a cherry color as your leave lipstick stains across the column of his neck. You grind your hips against this thigh getting the friction you desperately need.

It’s a blessing you live alone so you can be as loud as you need. Your fingers cling to his white dress shirt, rubbing yourself against his thigh harder.

“Fuck,” he softly moans. His hands grip your add helping you grind against him.

As you fall apart it takes everything not to moan his name. You instead opt for moaning, “baby” your name you only refer to him as on camera.

After you finish your stream you lay on your bed completely naked watching as Junhui stands next to the bed staring down at you. He’s fixing his tie that you had been holding on to as your orgasm washed over. “I wanted to suck the life out of you on camera.” You desperately want to give him head on camera or have him fuck you, but that’s against one of the only boundaries you have both set when it came to your streams. He wanted to remain fully anonymous and he didn’t want to be naked on your streaks.

He chuckles, “you can do it now off camera.”

“I thought you had to meet Seungcheol, Minghao, and Joshua at the bar?” You know he doesn’t have time for that.

“They can wait.” He unbuckles his belt.

“I shouldn’t make you late again,” you sit up slowly.

“Why don’t you come with me?” He pushes his dress pants and boxers down his strong thighs.

“It sounds like it’s a boys night.” He crawls onto the bed and strokes himself as he watches you crawl towards him.

He shakes his head, “it’s not, some of the boys are bringing their girlfriends. Shau is bringing Kitten, and Seungcheol is bringing Darling. Jihoon might also swing by and if he does his girlfriend might be with him.”

You lay on your stomach in front of him. You watch as he strokes his hardened length.

“Are you sure you want me to go?” You’re still always a little awkward when you go on outings with him.

“Yes I’m sure. Now are you going to suck me off like you desperately wanted to do?”

You can’t help but smile before you take over stroking him. He watched you with lust filled eyes. You slowly lick his sensitive head as you stroke him. “Are you going to tease me?” Hollowing your cheeks you take him into your mouth as far as he can go. The moans that pass his lips are absolutely intoxicating.

His fingers thread your hair pulling your hair away from your face.

“Fuck you’re so good at this,” he moans.

It doesn’t take long before he falls apart moaning your name. You hold him in your mouth swallowing every last drop of his release.

He pulls you up to him so you’re sitting on his lap. “I can’t get enough of you.” He crashes his lips into your not caring that he can taste his one cum on your tongue.

-

Leaning against the bar, he stares at you intently watching as you’re talking to Minghao and Kitten. You can feel his eyes burning into you. It’s intoxicating knowing that you’re the only thing he can focus on.

“You know I’ve never seen him so fascinated by a girl,” his roommate Minghao says.

“Seems like Junnie is down bad for you,” Kitten says smiling. He’s not the only one who is down bad. You’ve been seeing him for four months and it’s safe to say you are very in love with him. The problem is he hasn’t labeled your relationship and hasn’t mentioned being in love with you. “You know before you Junhui was so focused on work he never had time to date or go out. Since he started seeing you he's been more social again.”

“My dear roommate Junnie isn’t great with commitment. He never has been, he seems different with you.” You hope that means that he plans on defining your relationship soon.

“He’s the first guy I have dated in years and honestly I really love being with him. He’s kinda perfect for me.” Junhui is everything you’ve ever wanted in a partner. There is something special about the fact he’s so accepting about your career. Whatever you do Junhui doesn’t judge you.

“I’m lucky you introduced me to him,” you give Kitten a smile.

Joshua comes over wrapping his arms around her waist like pulling her back for a kiss.

Looking over at Junhui you give him a come hither look. Pushing himself off the bar he excuses himself from his conversation with Seungcheol. He comes over taking your hand in his. Placing a gentle kiss on the top of your hand. You lean in close to him and instantly feel a warmth take over you at being close to him.

“Can I spend the night at your place?” He asked.

“Of course.” You love when he spends the night. Your place gives you more privacy since you don’t have roommates.

You spend the night talking to Junhui friend’s who you now consider your own friends and when ten o’clock rolls around Junhui uses this as his opportunity to tell everyone he’s tired and needs to go to bed. Taking you by the hand he leads you out of the bar. The moment you’re in his car his hand is on your thigh telling you he can’t wait to have you naked.

The moment he walks into your apartments he drags you off to your room. With little effort he has you naked.

He has you on your side with your leg hooked over his arm as he stuffs your tight pussy full with each slow thrust from behind. Your hand reaches behind you, tangling your fingers in his hair. He leaves a trail of kisses across your shoulder. Definitely leaving bruises in his path. You adore how intimate this whole thing is between you. You don’t feel the need to try and come off as sexy. You can just be yourself and enjoy the way he’s making you feel.

“Baby-“ he moans in your ear.

He knows all the ways to make you fall apart.

“Rub your clit.”

Silently you follow his instructions. The coil in your stomach tightens as you’re close to falling apart.

As a white hot wave washes over you, you hold back desperately wanting to admit you love him.

-

It’s been two weeks since you went to the bar with Junhui and his friends. In those two weeks you’ve realized that you are indeed very much in love with him. He’s been super busy at work so you haven’t gotten to see him as much as normal. That doesn’t stop you from talking on the phone daily and even stealing a few minutes alone when you can.

You're making yourself a little snack before you go live. You’re already in your lingerie you plan on wearing. Dressed in a sheer blush colored bra that does nothing to cover your nipples and a pair of crotchless matching panties.

Your front door opens and you peek your head out of the kitchen to see Junhui walking in. He’s dressed in his normal business attire he wears to work. You didn’t plan on seeing him today. He had mentioned he had dinner plans with some of the boys.

“Hi baby,” he smiles, walking towards you. “I see I found you in your work clothes.”

“I was going to stream soon.”

“You look mouth watering,” he walks toward you. He backs you up until your butt hits the kitchen table. “Am I allowed to play with you before you go online?” If he’s asking to play with you off camera, you know that definitely means he wants to be naked with you. He just doesn’t want to toy with you while others watch.

You give him a playful pout, “you know I can’t say no to you.”

Without a word he picks you up, sitting you on the edge of the kitchen table. He stands between your legs. You tugs on his tie pulling him closer to you. “You didn’t go home after work?”

“Why would I?” He cocks his head to the side. “Especially when you’re walking around looking like this?”

“I thought you had dinner plans with Minghao, and Jeonghan?” You originally planned on streaming tonight, but you would much rather spend time with him.

“I told them something came up.”

“What came up?” Leaning forward you press your cherry painted lips against the collar of his crisp white shirt.

“I thought you might want me to stream with you.”

“Are you sure it’s just not because you wanted to see me?” You reply pulling back to look at him with doe eyes. Tugging on his tie pulling him closer to you. “can you tell me you missed me?”

“Baby I always miss you,” he smiles.

“I don’t want to go live I want you to fuck me instead.”

He doesn’t say anything, he just picks you up and carries you off to your bedroom. He tosses you on the bed with a smirk across his face.

“Baby did you want to film me fucking you?” He unbuttons his shirt.

“I thought you didn’t want to stream with your clothes off?”

“How about you film us and we can decide if you post it,” he reaches for your camera that’s sitting on your dresser.

“Okay,” you smiled.

Laying on the bed he sets up the camera and hits record. Sitting on your knees in the middle of the bed you watch as he slowly unbuttons his dress shirts. “You look so pretty sitting there watching me.”

“You’re just so pretty,” you smile.

Tossing his dress shirt on the floor he unbuckled his pants. “Can I take them off?” You asked?

“Anything you want pretty.” Crawling off the bed you move to your knees in front of him. You unbuttoned his pants and pushed them and his boxers down his strong thighs. His already hard cock slaps against his stomach. There is something thrilling about doing all this while you’re being recorded. You take him in your hands, bring his red tip to your lips. You kitten lick the tip earning a groan from him. “Are you going to tease me baby?” You don’t respond you look up him with doe eyes as you take him as far in your mouth as he can go. His fingers tangled in your hair holding it back from your face.

“Fuck I love you mouth,” he moans as you hollow your cheeks and bob your head. You’ve always found joy in giving him head. You love the noises he’s makes and you like that you can read him like a book when you have him like this.

“Baby I’m gonna cum in your mouth if you don’t stop right now.” Pulling off you release him with a pop.

He stares down at you for a moment looking like he’s on the brink of insanity. He reaches down, helping you stand up. He drags thumb across your bottom lip, swiping some of his precum and your spit. Parting your lips he places his thumb in your mouth. Sucking gently as you stare at him.

“How do you want me?” You asked.

“I want you to spread out for me.”

Laying the bed still dressed in your crotchless panties, he's sitting back on his knees. He’s running his cock through your fold. You gasp as his bulbous head nudges your sensitive clit. “You’re so wet.”

“It’s always for you-“

He pushes into you slowly. “Spread your legs for me more,” he sighs.

The whole time he’s thrusting into you, he kisses his way across your skin. He sucks on your nipple earning a wanton moan.

The whole time you're filming his eyes never leave yours. He watches you with this loving stare. This isn’t some lust filled haze he normally has. When he finally pushes you over the edge you don’t think you have ever cum that hard in your life.

“Where did you want me to finish?” He asked if his thrust started to grow sloppier.

“Inside,” you beg.

“I’m gonna fill you up,” he moans. He paints your walls white and he fills you with thick ropes of his cum. He stops moving and stares at you for a moment before saying “you’re so fucking perfect.”

He doesn’t realize that you think he’s your whole entire world.

-

Junhui finally has a day off and his one goal for the day was to spend time with you. He spent the night and loved being able to wake up in bed with you. You morning cuddle session turned into slow passionate morning sex where Junhui had you laying in your stomach with a pillow under your hips. He loved finding any position he can to fuck you from behind.

You’ve spent the day just enjoying each other's company. He planned on having a lazy night in, but forgot about the little gathering at Wonwoo and his girlfriend's place.

“Can you go with me to dinner at Wonwoo and honey’s place?” He says setting his phone down.

You glance up at him from your spot on the couch. “Sure who is all going?”

“Shau and kitten, Seungcheol and darling, Soonyoung and sweetie, Jihoon and ruby.”’ You realize instantly this is a dinner for most of the couples in the friend group.

“Hao and Hannie aren’t coming?”

“No, they are both busy.”

“Sure.”

Arriving at your friend's apartment you can’t help but feel a little strange that it’s all just couples. As the night goes on everyone is hanging out and you can’t help but focus on how each of the couples interact together. You’re reminded that from the outside looking in people must assume Junhui is your boyfriend. He’s spent most the night touching you in one way or another. Towards the end of the night you notice he’s kind of gone cold. He suddenly seems distant to everyone. He’s standing in the kitchen by himself getting a glass of wine water when you walk in.

“You okay Jun?”

He stares at you with his eyebrows knit together for a long moment before closing the distance between you. He cradles your face in his hands as he crashes his lips into yours.

“I want to get out of here,” he whispers against your lips.

“Okay we can leave.”

The car ride back to your place feels weird. Something seems off about him but you can’t figure out what.

Walking into your apartment the moment the door is shut he pushes you up against your wooden door. His finger tangles in your hair while he kisses you like he needs you to breathe. Pulling away from you for a moment he whispers your name before his hand roam your body. Pushing your dress off, he tugs on your underwear pulling them down your legs.

He seems like he’s desperate for you. Normally you would play along but you can’t figure out why this all feels so off.

His finger dip between your folds earning a moan. His eyes look empty as they stare at you for the first time. Suddenly it feels like a bucket of cold water has been dumped on you.

“Jun-“ you pause. “What’s going on?”

“Nothing- just- fuck-“ he seems destrought. He removes his hands from you and steps back. You pull your underwear backup as you wait for him to say more, but he doesn’t.

“Can I ask you something?” He doesn’t say anything he just stares at you. “What are we?” This question has been eating you alive for days.

“We’re dating,” he tilts his head to the side, his eyes still seeming empty.

“Are we exclusive?” You feel like you’re crazy for the fact you have to have this conversation almost five months in.

“Of course we are.”

“Are you my boyfriend?” You know this label was what was driving you insane.

“Why are we having this conversation tonight?” He sighs.

“Because something is wrong and I feel like we need to talk about what is bothering both of us.”

“This is what’s bothering you?” He seems void of emotions.

“Yeah. I don’t understand what we are. I want you to be my boyfriend,” you feel like you’re on the verge of crying.

“It’s complicated,” he sighs.

“It shouldn’t be. You act like my boyfriend. Hell we literally got invited to couples night with your friends.”

“I have so much going on in my life and I can’t fully commit to being your boyfriend. Work is so much right for me. I don’t have time to fully commit to you.” That’s bullshit. He’s constantly spending time with you. You see him at least three times a week.

“I’m not asking for much. I like what we have. I just want to call you my boyfriend and not feel crazy for being in love with you.” Telling him you love him like this feels wrong. It makes your chest burn. You always hoped to hear him say it first to you.

“You love me?” He looks completely caught off guard by your statement.

“Why do you sound shocked?”

“I don’t know,”

“I don’t think you love me, and that’s okay. But I think if you can’t commit to me more, for my own self preservation I need to stop this. This-“ you point between the two of you. “Is just going to break my heart.”

“I’m trying so hard not to break your heart.”

“But you aren’t really trying,” tears slowly start to slide down your cheek. “If you were actually trying to work with me. I wouldn’t feel like I’m going through a fucking maze trying to figure out what’s got you so upset.” You push away your tears. “I don’t know why you’re so guarded, because you won’t ever tell me why you’re like this. I feel like I know you, but at the same time there are so many things about yourself you keep hidden from me. But I have fully let you in. I showed you parts of myself I have been terrified to show other people. I never hid my job from you, you’re the first person I fully never trusted anyone to see that side of me.” He just stares at you with his eyes brimming with tears. “From the beginning I’ve never liked anyone like I like you. I’ve always been yours to keep, but at the same time yours to lose.” The silence in the room is screaming. “I think you should probably head out.” You reach on the floor picking up your dress that he peeled off you. You walk away from the door.

He nods and steps away from you. The moment the front door shuts you can’t help but sob. He made it very clear he doesn’t love you, and now you feel crazy for ever falling for him.

-

You haven’t spoken to him in two weeks, and in that time you’ve only gone live once. It wasn’t a normal long stream you would do for at least an hour. This one was short, and after one orgasm you needed the live. The whole time you were on camera you could only think of Junhui and it was breaking your heart. It didn’t help that the chat was asking where your mystery man you called “baby” was.

Getting over a one-sided breakup hurts. It doesn’t help that you don’t exactly have a ton of friends that live in the city. You could call Kitten but you felt weird since she’s friends with Junhui too.

Laying in bed looking through your phone you see the only sex tape that you and him had made together. You know he said you could post for subscribers only page behind a paywall, but you never intended for anyone to see this video other than the two of you. You know you should delete it or just store it in your hidden folder and move on but for some reason you watch it. The loving looking in his eyes as he slowly rolls his hips into yours over and over again. Before you reach the end of the video when you fall apart moaning his name, you close your phone. There is once again that ache in your chest.

-

There is a knock on the door and you have no clue who could be at your door. Opening the door you weren’t expecting to see Minghao of all people on the other side. You have no clue why Junhui's roommate is at your door.

“Hi?” You’re confused on why he’s here.

“You know Junnie won’t tell me anything, but he’s been sulking around the apartment for over two weeks and when I asked about you he looked like he was fighting back tears.” You step aside and Minghao walks in.

You don’t respond to his statement, you instead ask, “Would you like tea?”

“Please.”

He sits at your kitchen table as you make two cups of tea. You place a cup in front of him and sit down across from him.

“Are you going to tell me what happened with Junhui?” Minghao is probably the only of the few people in Junhui's friends that fully knows about your actual job.

“It’s complicated,” you sigh.

“I’m going to assume he’s the one that messed up,” he sighs before taking a sip of his tea.

“Hao, how would you explain to someone my relationship with him?” You’re curious to see what someone from the outside thinks of your relationship.

“You’re his girlfriend,” he raises an eyebrow.

“Turns out I wasn’t. Our relationship was odd. In my eyes he was my boyfriend, we were together all the time and he even took me on dates. Hell he even knew about my job and didn’t care.” You decided to leave out that he would film with you. “He would never fully commit though. He would dodge referring to me as his girlfriend. And when I asked him what we were, he just told me all the reasons he couldn’t be my boyfriend.”

Minghao takes a deep breath as he gives you a sympathetic look. “He got his heart broken really badly before you. She couldn’t take how busy he was with work. They dated for two years and one day she ended things saying that his job would always come first.”

“I don’t think he’s heartbroken this time. He made it clear he didn’t love me when I told him I loved him.”

He sets his cup down and has a confused look on his face. “What do you mean he doesn’t love you?”

“His response to my confession was, I’m trying really hard not to break your heart.”

“Fuck he’s dumb.”

“You know I let him see every part of me and never hid anything from him, and wouldn’t fully let me in.”

“Before you let go of him. Could you try talking to him one last time?”

“Minghao why? He’s not here trying to talk to me. You are?”

“Listen, he loves you and he wants more. He’s just scared.” He sighs. “He’s not as guarded as you think is.”

“You know he doesn’t talk about his family at all?”

“That’s because he’s has some issues with his family. It’s just him and his mom. His dad left when he was young. He works hard to help support his mom.”

“Why won’t he tell me this?” It hurts that he hasn’t tried to talk to you.

“I guess it’s his way of protecting himself.” He sighs standing up.

“He doesn’t have to protect himself when it comes to me.”

“You don’t have to do this, but maybe you should come by and see if he’ll talk to you.”

“He needs to come to me. I can’t put myself on the line anymore. I’m already hurt enough. If he wants to fix this he has to be the one to fix it.”

Minghao leaves, giving you a hug goodbye. You decide that night you need to let go of Wen Junhui.

-

Another week goes by before there is another knock on the door. You were getting ready to attempt to do a short stream. You threw on a robe fully covering your body.

Opening the door you’re surprised to see Junhui standing on the side. He’s dressed in his work clothes. He looks tired and there isn’t his normal light behind his eyes.

“Why are you here?” He opens his mouth to speak and nothing comes out before he sighs. “If you’re here to waste my time you can leave.”

“I’m not good at any of this stuff.”

“Clearly,” you retort.

“Can I come in so we can talk?”

Silently you step aside. He walks inside standing in the living room. You shut and lock the door. You can’t help but think about the last time you were together when he had you pressed up against it.

“It’s been a month,” you break the screaming silence.

“I know.”

“Junhui you broke my heart that day. What were you so in your head about that night. You seemed so cold at the party,” your eyes are already brimming with tears.

“I wish I could go back in time and change what happened that night.” He sighs leaning against the back of the couch.

“Why?”

“Because I fucked up and hurt you. I’m sorry I was so closed off and hurt you. That night I just watching us with all the couples confused me. I had always told myself I didn’t need a relationship like that that night just confused me. I thought I couldn’t give you what everyone else had.”

“I’ve felt like I did something wrong for an entire month. I thought that maybe the reason you’re so closed off is because of my job.” That little thought had been eating away at you for weeks.

He shakes his head. “Your job had nothing to do with this. It’s not your fault even the slightest. It’s not a good excuse but I got my heart broken by a girl I was with for years. She ended things because of how much I work. I know from the beginning you said you didn’t care that I was so busy, but I thought if I committed to more with you. That one day you would end it because I can’t always be there.”

You don’t say anything for a long moment. You step towards him. You stare at him for a long moment. You hate how sad he looks. “I’m not asking for you to be readily available to me twenty-four seven. I’m just asking for you to let yourself love me, and label what we have.” Reaching up, you rest your hand gently on his cheek. Your thumb slowly drags across his delicate skin. “I fell so incredibly hard for you, and you made me feel like I was insane for loving you.”

“You weren’t lying when you said you were mine to keep and mine to lose. I fell so hard for you too, and I was so scared that I was going to lose you.”

He looks like he’s about to cry. “I didn’t want to leave you. You pushed me away.”

“I don’t ever want to push you away again.”

“Let yourself love me then,” you sigh.

“I already do love you. I loved you when you kicked me out. I loved you every second we were apart. I still love you.”

The world suddenly feels like it’s spinning a little quicker. There’s nothing you can say in that moment. Leaning up you crash your lips into his for a heated kiss. Your arms are wrapped around his neck pulling him closer to you.

With his lips ghosting yours he whispers, “I love you.”

Pulling back you can’t help but smile, “that’s good because I love you too.”

“I would like for you to be my girlfriend. I’m just asking that you’re patient with me.”

“I can be patient,” you can’t help the happy tears that are starting to fall.

“Work is going to be crazy for me sometime. But just know I might be busy, but I’m always thinking about you, and I’m going to try my hardest to make time for you.”

“All I’m asking for is for you to always try your hardest with me and I’ll do the same with you,” he pressed his lips gently to the side of your mouth.

“I’m assuming by your robe you were getting ready to film?” He gently tugs on the belt.

“Yeah but I can film tomorrow. Maybe tonight we could take a bath and just spend time together.”

“I would love that.”

You knew that things always wouldn’t be the easiest. But all that mattered was that he loved you, and you loved him with your whole heart. All the pieces feel like they’re all suddenly falling into place.

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⋆｡𖦹°⭒˚｡⋆ ot13 seventeen: favourite places to kiss you <3

a/n: these got longer and increasingly sickeningly sweet as i went on JASBJDJD i hope you enjoy <3 comments and reblogs are greatly appreciated, but please do not repost :)

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☆ seungcheol:

Lips: he’s just so obsessed with kissing you omg and it makes him twice as happy if he gets to cradle your head close to his and watch your eyelids flutter shut before he kisses you. loves loves loves how you look dazed and flustered after he pulls away it’s literally his favourite thing in the world. if you’re in a rush, or busy with something- YOU’RE NOT TOO BUSY FOR HIS LIPS😠 he is actually incapable of quick pecks. 30 seconds max, and that’s only if you really insist you have to get to work in time.

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☆ jeonghan:

Cheeks: i think jeonghan would give you really sweet cheek kisses :( especially as a greeting. he’ll be sleepy in the morning and pad into the living room to where you’re sipping coffee/tea and gently kiss your cheek as good morning. or he’ll be sitting next to you in comfortable silence, reading or scrolling through his phone and when you say something that makes him smile, he just leans over and pecks your cheek. you also MUST reciprocate!! or he’ll get pouty and upset until you give him as many as he deems necessary to make up for it💔

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☆ joshua:

Cheeks/lips: imagine you’re casually chatting with Joshua and when you stop talking or pause to take a breath he softly laughs and kisses your cheek. HE CANT HELP IT it’s just his natural reaction to how endearing you are! no matter what, anytime you finish ranting to him, he has to kiss your cheek or lips. mostly because of how much it makes you smile, he would do anything to see you smile and blush. which is why kissing your lips is another favourite of his! he likes the dazed expression on your face when he pulls away, and the way he can feel your smile on his mouth as he’s kissing you. but be warned- kisses on the lips can never be short with this man. because the second he’s kissing you every other plan goes out the window. i guess you’re booked for the evening ;)

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☆ jun:

Nose/lips: he likes to kiss tip of your nose :( as well as silly little kisses on your lips. he just gets really excited easily and when he is, and he’s rambling to you or showing you something he found that he thought would make you smile or laugh, he’s pausing between every few sentences to peck you. usually his kisses flurry between your nose and lips before you pull him in for a real kiss and he MELTS and happily obliges to kissing you longer. ramble immediately over, he’s got all the time in the world when your lips are on his.

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☆ hoshi:

???: honestly… hoshi would just kiss you everywhere JAJSJSJ he isn’t picky!! he’ll squish your face between his palms and kiss all over your face, or come behind you and kiss the back of your head/neck. when he’s sleepy and you’re cuddled together he’ll hold your hands gently to his chest and lean down and press little kisses to your knuckles :((( he’s basically ALWAYS kissing you and if there’s a situation where for some reason he can’t sneak one in, he’s holding your hand in his and thinking of some way to pull you away for just oneeeeeee second-

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☆ wonwoo:

Hands/fingers: he totally kisses your fingers and the back of your hand i will die on this hill. mostly because i think wonwoo would just perpetually be holding your hand. it’s a casual way to stay connected with you, especially in comfortable silence. whether you’re both reading or napping or watching something on the tv, he keeps your hand intertwined with his, every once in a while bringing your knuckles to his lips to gently kiss them, maybe even several times. he likes that it makes you super flustered and smiley, and makes him quietly smile to himself too. it’s also a reassuring gesture that he’d use when you’re anxious or stressed, and subtle enough that he can lightly kiss your hand when you’re out in public and not get super shy about it

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☆ woozi:

Temples: woozi isn’t one for public displays of affection, and isn’t necessarily the clingy type but he does feel very protective of you. one way he shows that is by kissing your temples, especially when he knows you’re stressed. he’ll ease your furrowed brow with his hand, massaging away the tension with a gentle kiss on your temple and a warm smile that quietly reminds you he’s there, he’s on your side. if you did a similar thing to him, he’d honestly probably get really flustered and blushy, but he loves it even when he whines that he’s trying to work and you’re disturbing him! (please disturb him more often, you’re his breath of fresh air)

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☆ seokmin:

Cheeks/jawline: now i think seokmin is just perpetually kissing you anywhere, similar to hoshi, but while hoshi is straight up attacking you with affection LMAO seokmin tends to be gentler. which is why he especially likes to kiss your cheeks. it’s tender. it’s sweet. and he can do it anytime anywhere. he probably does this most when you’re working or busy doing something, just to remind you that he loves you :( if you’re not busy, though, he does not want to kiss you just once and ends up trailing a bunch of feathery kisses over your jawline. sometimes it escalates🫣 but it’s often just to tease and make you squirm cause he thinks it’s cute shhdhshsjdjf really his goal when kissing you is always to make you smile/giggle because happy you = happy seokmin!

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☆ mingyu:

Neck/lips: mingyu likes to come up behind you and give you bear hugs ALL THE TIMEEEE, and naturally that gives him the perfect excuse to bury his head in the crook of your neck and plant a couple kisses on your skin. he does this literally all the time, and they can be equal parts affectionate and sweet, as well as teasing and a lil spicy, depending on either of your moods <3 but also mingyu is just obsessed with kissing your lips, and when he does he cannot get enough. he’s got your lower lip trapped between his teeth and he’s making out with you for a good fifteen minutes before he realizes he actually came into the room to grab his charger NOT to kiss you… but who’s complaining really🤪

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☆ minghao:

Top of your head/forehead: like woozi, minghao is very protective of you. he has a very nurturing and attentive nature where all he wants to do is keep you happy and cared for. however, he equally appreciates that you both have independent hobbies and careers, so he really appreciates subtle acts of love that reminds each other that you’re thinking of the other even when you’re busy or doing your own things. kissing the top of your head/forehead is one of these subtle, but very meaningful actions minghao does regularly. when you greet him in the morning he greets you with coffee or tea and a lingering kiss on your head. as you’re getting ready for the day, he’ll briefly pause running around the house to gently kiss your forehead. he also often pairs his kiss with a few fingers affectionately running through your hair. you both find it calming, and if not anything else, minghao wants to be your safe place.

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☆ seungkwan:

Cheeks/lips: HE LOVESSSS KISSING YOUR CHEEKS he thinks you’re the cutest coolest person in the world and he likes that this small little offering of affection makes you smile. he especially uses this to show his gratitude to you- if you cooked dinner for him or offered to do a chore because he’s busy, or even when you’ve done nothing and he wants to remind you how thankful he feels to have you in his life🥺 and i had to add lips because at the end of the day, when he’s finished all his work, busy from his many schedules and hobbies etc. he comes home tired and spent, and kissing you lets him relax and let go of any stress. it makes him feel so content and at peace💔

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☆ vernon:

Forehead/temples: vernon is someone who appreciates the little things. he likes subtle, casual pieces of affection that are small thoughtful reminders that the other is thinking of them. for vernon, one of these small actions is light kisses on your temples or forehead. and he probably does this a lot- when you’re cuddling or waiting in line or watching a film/show. he pulls you close and gently kisses you, going back to whatever you were doing/talking about without blinking an eye. i think it’s similar to woozi and minghao, too, where vernon would feel very protective of his s/o and it’s something that he knows makes you feel safe and cared for.

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☆ chan:

Forehead/lips: okay i picked these specifically but i think chan would love to kiss all OVER your face because he just loves looking at you🥺 it makes his heart burst when you make eye contact with him and smile and he cannot help but want to flurry kisses all over you. however he knows there’s a time and place, so if you’re out in public or in the middle of something he generally settles for a lingering kiss on your forehead that’s both affectionate and fiercely protective. because what’s the point of his affection if not to preserve your smile? on the flip side i honestly i think he’d get SO excited if you kissed him first. he could just explode when you kiss him full on without without warning. will attempt to hide his fire red ears by returning the favour and kissing you for a lil bit. then at least if you do notice his blush, you’re even🤭

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[lazuli-writes]

Wake

summary: Jun is the only one who can handle seeing Vernon in the hospital.

pairing: Wen Junhui & Vernon Chwe

genre: angst / hopeful

estimated word count: 1000 words

a/n: I was initially gonna leave it with a sad ending but then I was like… nah. Remember folks, copying other people’s works is plagiarism and that’s illegal. Don’t be that kind of person. Anyways, hope you all enjoy it :)

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“Good morning noni! How was your day today?” 

Jun kept the smile on his face despite getting no response. Putting down the bag of lunch for one. It was almost second nature for Jun to simply move past it. It shocked him how he could field staying here with Vernon the most out of the rest of Seventeen.

With some like Seungcheol, too emotionally unstable to the point of rage or worse, culpable breakdowns. Or on the other end of the spectrum like Chan, who could do nothing but stare, emotionally constipated—or in the case of Seungkwan and Mingyu, emotionless—A silent chasm always sitting between both youngest members of their group. 

“The menu today is Twix. And yes I know it’s only eight in the morning, but that seems to be the only thing this hospital has to offer that didn’t look too overbearing. Did you want one noni?”

Silence once again.

“Of course I made sure to get you two. You didn’t get the nickname Twix for no reason.”

Jun sighed, the semi-artificial smile on his lips and burdened eyes linger away from his brother into the small bag of goodies he bought for the day. Seven Twix bars, some ramen packs for lunch and some choco pies and pepero for dinner. The typical meal plan Jun had grown accustomed to during every visit to see Vernon. 

“Seokmin and Mingyu got into another argument. It was so hilarious. Guess what it was about?”

Jun sat down, opening a Twix bar, munching away after he put the two he got for Vernon with every visit in the once-used flower vase. A vase that was now almost completely full with Twix bars. The elder sighed as he eyed the vase, annoyed at how fast he felt the vase filled up.

“They got mad because someone dropped Seokmin’s toothbrush on the floor and didn’t pick it up. He unloaded on the last person who used the bathroom, which just so happened to be Mingyu.”

Jun paused for a response that never came, only continuing after swallowing the bite of his Twix that he took.

“Well, Mingyu was not having it. He went off. Mind you, this happened the other day, early in the morning, so their fight woke up the others. Cheollie-hyung was not happy. That whole morning was a shit-show to be honest. You’re lucky to have been able to escape. Hyung and Jihoon-ah was ruthless at practice that morning.”

Jun finished his Twix, quickly disposing of his trash before pulling out his phone.

“I know you can’t see what I’m about to show you, but I’m sure you can just hear in his voice how pissed Jihoon-ah was at that practice. And to have Cheol-hyung back him up on everything… was kinda afraid the others were about to mutiny.”

Jun played the video of that day in dance practice he had on his phone, laughing every now again at his favorite parts. And once it reached the point where even Soonyoung was getting snarky, Jihoon was quick with a sassy shutdown before starting the music again. Jun could only laugh, cause while everyone else in the group found the memory annoying, Jun loved how almost normal this seemed.

“Sometimes I wonder how so much sass could be contained in such a tiny body. Ain’t I right Twix?”

No response once again. Jun smiled, nodding his head in agreement. “You right noni, must be an age thing. Us hyungs must be getting better with our sass as we age, aren’t we?”

Silence. 

Jun sighed. Routine followed through as he pushed his hair back, leaning back in his chair to take a couple more deep breaths before returning his attention to the boy laying before him. 

“You know, hyung loves visiting you noni. But I really miss you”

Jun's smile cracked a bit, as he leaned against the bed where the maknae laid. His eyes began to water as the elder recited the same little monologue he did every visit.

“I miss seeing your eyes shine. I miss hearing your voice cheer and laugh…”

Jun tried each time he gave this speech, to hold back his tears. To stop the stone in his throat from strangling him from within. To halt the rush of sadness that sucked to swallow him whole everyday that passed with no news.

“I-“

Jun cleared the tears away from his eyes before taking one of Vernon’s slightly chilled hands. Positioning it so that Jun held it up in holding his own cheek. Jun leaned into the younger’s hand as it artificially caressed him. Trying in any way possible to transfer the strength and love he had for the younger to the maknae who laid there. Silent. And asleep.

“Please noni. I know I ask so much of you right now. And you might even have your reasons to not want to do this”

Jun wiped the last of his tears away as he re-solidified the steel in his mind, still gently keeping Vernon’s hand on his cheek. 

“But I need you to wake up. We need our noni back so badly. I miss you, we all miss you so much sollie. Please wake up.”

And for what felt like the hundredth time, Jun only received silence from his comatose brother. 

Jun refused the tears that threatened to spill once again, instead closing his eyes to enjoy the feeling of Vernon’s fingers. And for the slightest second, Jun dwelled in despair at another day enduring this torture alongside his brother. 

But those thoughts and designs of pain and anguish vanished when Jun felt a sudden pressure against his face. 

Eyes shooting open as Vernon’s finger shook and gripped ever so slightly on their own. Jun held his breath as he sat there, unable to move or speak as the feeling of movement by Vernon took hold of his consciousness. 

And with it, optimism flooded Jun’s heart and soul, with a crashing of waves so powerful, Jun released them in the form of new tears. Brighter and happier tears came rolling down the elder’s face in a never ending stream of hope.

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Seventeen and thigh riding(🔞)

a/n: inspiration strikes me again

triggers: sexual content, MINORS DNI

Scoups, Dino, Dokyeom , Joshua, Woozi and Mingyu

The thigh men who are obsessed with how desperate and turned on you look when you ride their thigh. Likes watching you get off by riding their thigh. Would even help you if you ask nicely. Just be pretty and keep those moans loud. It makes him kinda cocky if you orgasm just from riding his thigh cause that's why he goes to the gym.

Jeonghan , Wonwoo, Minghao and Vernon

These men make you ride their thigh as a punishment. I see them all to be at least slightly mean Doms who just love punishing you for being a bad girl. would even call you names like slut, whore while you ride his thigh. Loves how frustrated you get when he makes you stop just before your orgasm. Will make you ride his thigh for so long that his thigh is covered in your juices. But he'll let you cum if you beg nicely.

Jun, Hoshi and Seungkwan

Riding their thigh is a ritual between you both. Every time you dom him you like cumming at least once on his thigh when he begs you to help him. You love watching him all red and helpless as he watches you reach your release on his thigh when he'd rather you cum around his dick.

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a/n: hey you! its december 15, 8 days before christmas ! updating this masterlist everyday for ot13 ig ! update starts tomorrow =]

warnings: none. just fluff in each chapter. so yeah ig anyone is allowed to read this :]

MASTERLIST SEVENTEEN X READER

c. seungcheol – snowman (sia)

tags: seungcheol x reader, seungcheol fluff, seventeen fanfiction, holiday au, snowman au, christmas love story, domestic fluff, bittersweet love, long distance relationship, happy ending, romance, reader insert, cozy vibes genre: fluff, romance, holiday au, slice of life warnings: mild emotional moments (bittersweet themes around distance), excessive cuteness and fluff (reader discretion advised), no major angst (just warm feelings and happy tears) wc: 2757 (heh)

y. jeonghan – last christmas (ariana grande)

tags: jeonghan x reader, jeonghan fluff, seventeen fanfiction, holiday au, ex au, christmas love story, fluff, bittersweet love, exes to lovers(?), happy ending, romance, reader insert, cozy vibes. kisses (mwuah) genre: romance, fluff, christmas, holiday au, slice of life, really mild angst warnings: none (it’s pretty wholesome, so unless you have themes of anxiety or past trauma you have with past relationships, there should be no need for any major warnings) wc: 3050 (xp)

h. joshua – mistletoe (justin bieber)

tags: joshua x reader, holiday au, christmas love story, snowball fight, mistletoe kiss, fluff, romance, cozy vibes, snow angels, warmth in the cold, friends to lovers, slow burn, winter vibes genre: romance, fluff, holiday/christmas au, friendship, humor warnings: none (this is a fluff-filled story with light teasing and playful moments) wc: 3702

w. junhui – baby it’s cold outside (michael bublé)

tags: jun x reader, snowstorm au, domestic vibes, movie night, pining, slow burn, fluffy ending, reader insert, cozy romance, winter love genre: fluff, romance warnings: none. just soft, wholesome vibes and playful banter wc: 2859

k. soonyoung – you make it feel like christmas (gwen stefani, blake shelton)

j. wonwoo – santa baby (ariana grande)

l. jihoon – i’ll be home for christmas (michael bublé)

l. seokmin – this christmas (chris brown)

k. mingyu – santa tell me (ariana grande)

x. minghao – santa doesn’t know you like i do (sabrina carpenter)

b. seungkwan – santa, can’t you hear me (kelly clarkson, ariana grande)

c. vernon – all i want for christmas is you (mariah carey)

l. chan – winter things (ariana grande)

a/n: it's a december event until the 24th! (christmas eve) exactly 8 days before christmas. (this is more like my countdown lol) i hope yall look forward to it :]

thank you and happy early christmas greetings mwuah. xoxo

[sweetiesicheng]

jun - sick

word count : 575

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you and your boyfriend are both sick after taking a trip together. it's only the second day of you two being sick, but both of you still feel pretty bad. as you lay on the loveseat, you read the temperature on the thermometer before dropping it on the side table near you.

"it hasn't gone down," you say to jun, who lays on the couch.

"mine has," jun says, holding a thermometer in his hand. he looks over at you, "you should go rest in the room. i'll sleep in one of the guest rooms for the next few days," he suggests and sits up from where he is on the couch.

"no, you should. i'll sleep in the downstairs guest room. my head is spinning so much that i don't think i can walk upstairs," you say to him and manage to push yourself up and off the loveseat.

"it hurts that much?" jun asks. "the meds haven't kicked in yet?"

"no," you answer. "i'm gonna sleep for a bit," you say to him. "love you."

"love you more," jun replies as you walk out of the living room.

you head to the guest room and immediately fall onto the bed. you get under the covers and start taking a nap, wanting nothing more than to wake up with a clear head instead of a headache.

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"y/n!"

you slowly open your eyes and look up to see jun in the doorway of the guest room.

"what?" you groggily speak.

"i ordered food. come eat," he says to you. "we haven't eaten all day," he reminds you.

"oh, you're right," you say to him and get up. you leave the room and go into the kitchen to see a bunch of food on the kitchen table.

when you sit down, you notice jun sitting in the living room with more food on the table in front of him.

"this is sad. we can't even sit near each other," you say to him and grab a pair of wooden chopsticks from one of the plastic bags.

"both of us need to get better quickly," jun replies. "i ordered a lot, so we can just heat everything up. we can eat it the next few days."

you smile at him, "thank you."

"of course, baby."

after you finish eating, you clean up and go into the living room to lay on the loveseat again. jun is still eating his dinner while watching something on his phone.

"jun," you call out to him.

"hm?"

"can i hug you?" you ask him.

jun looks over and raises an eyebrow at you. "did you forget that we're sick?" he asks.

"but i miss my boyfriend," you inform him, watching jun smile from your response. "my boyfriend doesn't love me," you say with a sigh.

"baby, we're sick."

"so? if we're sick, then we're sick," you reply.

jun shakes his head for a second. "one minute," he says and sits back to lean against the front of the couch. you get off of the couch and go over to him. you sit on his lap and hug him. "if i get worst than you, you better take care of me," he says to you while hugging you.

"i'll nurse you back to health. don't worry," you reply with a smile. "love you."

"love you more, baby."

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"okay, it's been five minutes."

"two more minutes."

"we're never going to get better."

[hcuyk]

SYNOPSIS : jeonghan loves you. the happier ending to kidult

PAIRING : daycareworker!jeonghan x genderneutral!reader

GENRES : established relationship, daycare au, angst, fluff, features seventeen as children

WARNINGS : mentions of car accident and child neglect

TEASER WORD COUNT : 329

ESTIMATED WORD COUNT : 7-10k

ESTIMATED RELEASE DATE : within the next week. i lied its coming out when i get time cause why tf is my college doing sm

TAGLIST : lmk if you want to be added!

A/N : this is for kidult jeonghan reaching 1k notes. i love you all

K. COLLECTION [Y.JH] ONE | TWO

Tears began to stream down your face, unable to hold them back, and you were thankful Jeonghan missed it, but when you heard him apologize, you turned around and snapped at him.

“What the hell do you even want?”

“I want to talk to you.”

“You had two weeks to talk to me!” you yelled, fighting the loudness of the rain. The stream of tears ran faster down your cheeks as you brought a hand to your forehead, shielding the rain from getting into your eyes.

“I tried!”

“By knocking on my door for an hour straight at two in the fucking morning?! You could’ve called! You have a key!”

“Well it’s not like you tried either—”

“I got hit by a car!” you screamed, storming towards him as the sky reflected your mood. The thunder was just as loud as the pounding in your heart, and the rain poured just as much as your tears. You pushed Jeonghan, and behind him you saw a crack of lightning. Your vision started to blur as you didn’t hold back your sobs, wanting to show him the pain he’d inflicted on you ever since he left.

“I got hit by a car, Jeonghan! What about you? Were you hit by a car?! A truck? Perhaps a plane?” You forced out a manic laugh before continuing. “Wait, no, don’t tell me. Let me guess,-”

“Y/N—”

“-mauled by a bear?”

“I can explain-”

“Tell me I’m goddamn overreacting.” You took a step forward, and instead of pushing him again, you stared, making him look at the pain he created. “Tell me I’m overreacting, Hannie. Look me in my eyes and say it loud and clear.”

“I knew you’d be there for me.”

“I missed you, I needed you-”

“I know.”

“The day I lose you is the day I lose myself.”

“I don’t want you to wake up and realize I’m not the one for you. I don’t want that for us.”

hopefully the svt readers see this 😔

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ON MY MIND - wen junhui social media au

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pairing: wen junhui x gender neutral reader

plot: you had always dreamt of opening a cafe with your cousin and best friend, joshua and when that dream comes true, it feels like everything falls into place. that is until you find out that your high school crush has opened a gaming cafe a few blocks down. seoul sees you as rivals due to having the same opening date but you just want to find some confidence to talk to him. unbeknownst to you, he may be having the same crisis.

genre: strangers to friendly rivals to lovers, non-idol, bakery au, angst, fluff, comedy, mutual idiotic pining

warnings: cursing, talk of a past break up, friendly insults

starring: members of seventeen

schedule updates: every one to three days.

status: not started yet

release date: september

note: if you’ve read my previous sm au: when our paths cross again, you’ll know that y/n and joshua had plans of owning their own bakery / coffee shop together. this will come to life in this sm au but the friendships will be different.

permanent taglist: @honeyhuii @soobin-chois @fylithia @enhacolor @ja4hyvn @maiverie @bambisgirl @its-madi @i05wook @yizhoutv @joonsytip @l33j3n8 @nar-nia @lightprincess-world

general on my mind taglist: @minhui896

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✏️ = written part

profiles: cuppa cove | moon's gaming cafe

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so it goes… | coming soon

𝐟𝐞𝐚𝐭: wen junhui x camgirl! f.reader

↳ Getting caught up in a moment. Lipstick on your face, so it goes. I'm yours to keep and I'm yours to lose.

𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞: friends to lovers?? non idol au

𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭: 5.2k

𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: angst, unprotected sex(mc is on birth control), camgirl reader, kind of anonymous camboy jun, creampie, body worship, oral (male rec), recording sexual acts, fingering & handjobs, nipple play, thigh riding, masturbation, nicknames: (hers) baby, baby girl, cherry, (his) baby, baby boy

an: this was inspired by the song so it goes.. by taylor swift. This another one of my stories inspired by reputation songs. This can be read as a one shot but these guys and there friends are mention in a series of loosely connected stories called all for you

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PREVIEW

You learned very early on that Junhui has a thing for appearing in your videos but remaining anonymous. He often wears a face mask and makes sure you only see him from the neck down. He’s never taken his clothes off on camera. He has no problem fingering you until you’re practically screaming or playing with you or using toys on you.

He’s sitting on the edge of the bed with you straddling his strong thigh. He’s dressed in business attire coming over straight from work.

He always tries to see you before you go live. He made a joke about you riding his thigh and the next thing you knew he has you naked with your camera on. Your lips are painted a cherry color as your leave lipstick stains across the column of his neck. You grind your hips against this thigh getting the friction you desperately need.

It’s a blessing you live alone so you can be as loud as you need. Your fingers cling to his white dress shirt, rubbing yourself against his thigh harder.

“Fuck,” he softly moans.

As you fall apart it takes everything not to moan his name. You instead opt for moaning, “baby” your name you only refer to him as on camera.

After you finish your stream you lay on your bed completely naked watching as Junhui stands next to the bed staring down at you. “I wanted to suck the life out of you on camera.”

He chuckles, “you can do it now off camera.”

“I thought you had to meet Seungcheol, Minghao, and Joshua at the bar?” You know he doesn’t have time for that.

“They can wait.”

“I shouldn’t make you late again,” you sit up slowly.

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So Close Yet So Far - Mingyu x Reader - Chapter 16 - I Was Never Enough

Synopsis: Your college friend, Kim Mingyu, has had a grip on your heart since the first day you met. Over the past few years, as you acquired more friendships and memories, those feelings only grew. However, recently, Mingyu has seemed a bit more distant, at least when it comes to any ideas of romance. It only gets worse when rumors fly that he's off to Japan to receive a marriage proposal! Unsure what to do, you wonder how you can keep Mingyu by your side without jeopardizing your friendship or your growing feelings. You never expected that waking up one drunken morning next to two hot angels would be your ticket into Mingyu's heart.

Genre: Romance, College!AU, Modern Fantasy, Comedy, Angsty

Length: approx. 7k words

Chapter 16 - I Was Never Enough

"Why are they red?"

"Joshua..." you muttered, eyes darting right.

"I don't know!"

Your eyes darted left. "Jeonghan..."

"What does this mean?!" Joshua asked.

"I don't know!"

"GUYS!" The room went quiet, Joshua and Jeonghan looking over at you. "...My hands." When they looked down, they saw how tightly they were holding your hands, practically yanking you forward over the couch. The little markers above your hands continued flashing red until you pulled your hands back. "What does it mean if they're red?"

"It means we failed," Jeonghan said simply. You frowned.

"What? But that's not possible." You said. "Mingyu and I just-."

"Now you see why we're confused, I'm sure," Jeonghan said. He ran a hand through his hair. "Uhm. Well..."

You saw the panic in the duo's faces as they both started muttering to themselves about what they should do. "Don't worry." You said softly, and they finally looked back at you. "I think you guys need to calm down."

"...What?" they gasped.

"Mingyu and I just started this relationship." You said. "And we've agreed to take it a bit slow. Maybe it needs some time to reset. Or maybe it's because we haven't officially stated we're boyfriend and girlfriend yet. Maybe the red means 'stop', or something. Not that you failed." Neither of them looked convinced. "I'm just trying to help."

Joshua, aware that you were just as lost as them, let out a deep sigh. There was no use in also making you panic. He looked over at Jeonghan. "Maybe. Let's give it a day or two, and check again."

"And what if it doesn't work?" Jeonghan asked. "Should we call Seungcheol again?"

"And tell him what? He'll kill us!"

Jeonghan pursed his lips. "He'll kill you." He pointed out. Joshua plopped down on the couch again, clicking his tongue. You watched Jeonghan sit beside him, both of them quiet. You headed back to the suitcases, dragging them to your room.

"Don't worry. Mingyu and I are just fine. It's all going to work out." You said, before disappearing behind your bedroom door. As the door closed behind you, you fumbled for your phone in your back pocket, pressing it to your ears as it began to ring. Pick up, Mingyu. You thought to yourself. The phone rang and rang, that sound drilling into your head until you finally pulled it back from your ear.

No answer.

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Mingyu felt his phone vibrate in his back pocket and went to answer almost immediately. However, his father stopped him. "Hand me the phone." He said. When Mingyu didn't listen, his father motioned to the side of the room. Like a ghost out of the shadows, Mr. Park, one of his assistants, popped up behind Mingyu, taking the phone out of his hands.

"Hey!" Mingyu glared at his father. The phone was set on the table, and Mingyu could see the photo of you flashing on the screen as it continued to vibrate. Mingyu felt his finger twitch with the desire to reach for it anyway, but he felt someone take it. He looked over and saw Mina's hand gently on top of his. She looked over.

"Let it ring." She said gently. Mingyu looked at the phone as your photo flashed away, his phone going dark as the call was ignored.

"Now." His father leaned back in his seat. "We have a lot of preparation for the wedding if we want to have it soon, right Mr. Myoui?"

"Absolutely." He agreed. "I think it'll be good, that way the duo and finish their studies right after, and then get right into working." Mingyu, once again, looked at Mina, who was watching her father talk with his own. He immediately sat beside her and leaned closer.

"What are you doing?" he made sure his voice was low enough to not alert their fathers. Mina looked over. She had long since stopped crying, but Mingyu noticed the marks of tear stains on her cheeks.

"I tried waiting patiently. I thought after I heard that on the balcony, things would kind of fix themselves in time. I was wrong. I don't want you to end up hurt, Mingyu..."

"What happened to wanting to be friends?"

"I do." She assured. "I think all of your friends are nice. But after all you did to plan for her birthday, all of that work, the first night there she drunkenly confesses her love to someone else? And out in the open where anyone could hear? She's shameless, and did not care about if you heard or not."

Mingyu looked down at his lap, lips pulled tightly together. "She wouldn't do that, and I've known her longer than you." Mina sighed.

"Like I said. You should ask your friends. Maybe even ask her directly. You deserve to know." Mina reached to take his hand once again, but Mingyu pulled them away, crossing them over their chest. "This is best for both of us. You never really thought the two of you would get together, did you?" she asked.

Mingyu blinked, no longer worried about the volume of his voice. "Yes! Yes, I very much did!" He snapped. "I kind of assume that we currently are!"

"Even despite her behavior at the beach house, she's not like us. She offers nothing to you in terms of your career. I do. I will be the wife someone like you, a future lawyer and runner of a major law firm, deserves. I promise." Mingyu shook his head.

"I cannot believe this." He said, turning away from her. "I thought I could trust you."

"I've made mistakes since coming here, but I don't think it's just me you should reconsider trusting." Mingyu looked out the window of his father's office, over the landscape of Seoul. He had to find a way to figure all of this out.

"Father-."

"I told you we are not having this discussion anymore."

"Father, I told you from the beginning of this entire marriage thing that I didn't want to keep doing it. I don't want to be with any of these women. I already know who I-."

"Right. You want to be with that girl from college. What was her name again?" Mingyu watched his father rise from his seat around the couches and return to his desk. He was rattling off names as he walked, hands behind his back. Mingyu felt his eyes narrow as his father made sure to get each attempt so close to correct, but messed up at the last syllable. As if it was not even worth his time to remember. He pulled open his drawer, pulling out a manila folder. Mingyu finally had enough and quickly uttered your name in its entirety. His father simply looked in his direction, nodding. "Right..." he said. With a flick of the wrist, the manila envelope soared onto Mingyu's lap, and he picked it up. Flipping it open, Mingyu's eyes widened.

Inside was a small stack of paperwork, each depicting a picture of each of Mingyu's friends: Seungkwan, Hoshi, Minnie, and even the friends with whom he played basketball. As he flipped through them, his eyes settled on the one marked up with a red marker, as if every single thing written on her form was the wrong answer to a test. You.

"What is this?" he asked, eyeing his father.

"Exactly what it looks like. I always made sure I knew your friends well. I want to make sure you're surrounded by respectable individuals." He nodded. "They all seem like fine friends. Good students, good people. I have no problems." He turned to his son, for once seeing his son crane his neck to see his father's stare. "But I always knew if they became a distraction for you; in your studies, in your future, then I would need to handle it."

"...What do you mean handle it?" Mingyu asked, frowning as he looked down at the papers again. His father reached forward, pulling out your form and dangling it in front of Mingyu's face. He stared at the photo of you, smiling sweetly for your campus ID. Mingyu would smile if he wasn't feeling such a heavy sense of dread.

"If your little fling continues to be a distraction, I will have her expelled from school so she can't bother you."

"You can't do that!" Mingyu said, hopping up from his seat and allowing the folder of papers to scatter on the floor.

"I absolutely can." His father said simply. "All I do for that school and you think it will take more than a phone call? If you think I'm kidding, go walk out of that door like you intended to before. Throw everything away for a girl who will give you nothing in return. From the looks of it-." he motioned to the photos of you and Joshua once again. "She's already begun."

Mingyu finally went quiet, settling back on the couch, and covered his mouth with his hand. His teeth caught his bottom lip, watching as his father finally returned to his chair at the end of both couches.

"Mr. Kim." Mr. Myoui finally piped up, staring directly at Mingyu. His eyes darted up, his mouth still covered to hide the forming scowl. "You're a smart man. You seem very passionate about the things in your life. I respect that. My daughter is very important to me, too. I want her to be happy in her future marriage." Mingyu, despite hearing positive comments from the man across the table, did not feel reassured. "You'll thank us in a few years when you have the company, a few kids, and important duties. You'll have a woman at your side that can handle that, and you'll see."

Without another word, his father stood up, taking Mingyu's phone and handing it to an assistant. "See that this is put away."

"Wha-?" Mingyu turned as the assistant bowed, exiting the room. "How am I supposed to call my friends?! Or do schoolwork. Or anything?"

"You can call them for the wedding invitations." His friend said simply. "But you'll be busy for the rest of the summer, no need for distractions." He motioned the group out. "Let's go discuss details over a nice lunch." Mingyu watched from his seat as the rest of them left him behind. Mina stood up as well, turning to Mingyu. He stayed put, glued to his seat. He rubbed his hands against his pants, exhaling a deep, labored, and pained breath. She felt her heart clench in her chest, pained to see Mingyu struggling.

"Mingyu?" she said gently. He looked away, his eyes pricking red as he covered his mouth with one of his hands, a curtain to cover a painful scene. She nodded her head. "I'll leave you to process everything. I'll have them save you a plate." She said gently, before exiting the room. Mingyu refused to look up at her as the door closed, leaving him feeling just as trapped in his father's study as in this situation.

It has been a week since then.

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Mingyu was sitting on the patio in his father's mansion. He was sipping water, overlooking the vast landscape just beyond his father's land. He always loved admiring the landscape, the still yet beautiful image enough to calm him down. However, no matter how long he looked now, he felt anything other than calm. He set his water down, leaning back in his chair and running a hand through his hair. Not even the cool summer breeze was enough to calm him down.

I heard her tell Joshua that she loved him at the beach house.

"There's no way..." he thought to himself, grimacing at the thought. "There's no way I was wrong this entire time..." He thought back to your dinner together, the smile on your face, the tears in your eyes as you admired your gift. The genuine blush on your cheeks after your kiss in his car. "There's no way it was fake."

That notion became eclipsed by other thoughts. Joshua's eyes as they studied your frame, the same way Mingyu did. The way he clung to you, tight and protective. The way he stared down Mingyu in front of the library at the thought that Mingyu had wronged you in any way. What gave him the right, other than devoted love for someone else? Mingyu chewed on his lip, in the same spot he had been in for hours, he could feel the irritated skin in between his teeth but he did not care.

All that work we put into her birthday and she does that the first night. I'm sorry I should have told you sooner.

If she continues to prove as a distraction, I'll have her expelled.

Mingyu shook his head, leaning forward and continuing to stare at the landscape. "There's no way." He said again, hoping the repetition would convince him of the fact. "I have to ask her myself..." He finally stood up and walked back into the house. He put his hands in his pockets, strolling down the hall and into the second-floor common room, where he saw one of his father's workers. "Mr. Park?" he called, alerting the man's attention from his paperwork. "Can you pick someone up for me?" Mr. Park nodded.

"Your father's already sent for her..." He said simply. Mingyu felt his heart drop as Mr. Park headed down the hallway.

"Where is she?" he mumbled to himself.

You were currently sitting at the local sandwich shop with your friends, staring at your phone. A weird sense of déjà vu filled your chest. However, this time, Mingyu was a few-minute drive away, yet still no word from him since the both of you kissed goodbye in front of your apartment. You scrolled the long wave of text messages you sent him, the worry of double-texting and triple-texting long gone after the third or fourth time you did it. You tapped at each message, hoping maybe you missed a reply or a phone call from him, and all of this would be solved, chalked up to a miscommunication that you could both laugh about on your first anniversary. However, no new messages popped up in your feed, and your heart only sank further and further into your chest.

"What the hell is up with him?" Minnie huffed. "I know he sometimes gets busy but I mean come on!"

"I haven't gotten in touch with him, either," Seungkwan said. "Or Mina." Hoshi held his phone up as well, showing all messages to Mingyu both individually and in the group chat remaining unread.

"I hope Mingyu is okay." A cute pout curled on Hoshi's face. "Could his phone have broken?"

"With his money, I doubt that," Seungkwan stated. "But if he was busy to such a scale where he goes MIA right after a vacation like this, he would let us know."

"Yeah..." you said softly. You pressed your hand to your necklace, holding the pink heart gently in your hands. "I'm worried." While your worry was rooted in Mingyu's well-being, you also grew worried for the two angels sitting on either side of you. During this entire week, your contract seals had remained red, a painful color that the duo began hating to look at. They had no idea what to do; or how to solve the problem. You looked between them, seeing them stare at the others as they threw out ideas on how to solve the problem. While they listened, you reached out and took their hands in yours, finally causing them to look over.

"Eat," you said, nudging to their barely touched plates. When they didn't respond, you pushed their plates closer to them. "Eat," you repeated. Reluctantly, the duo began eating their food again, and you turned to your friends. "I'm going to go visit."

"Let us come too." Hoshi offered, leaning forward. "If we all go, then he can't turn us all away."

"They absolutely can," Seungkwan said, receiving a pout from Hoshi.

"But Hoshi's got the right idea." Minnie turned to you, smiling. "Why don't we meet at your house in 20 minutes?"

You arched an eyebrow at the suggestion. "Why my house? I'm not close to the bus station."

"Because you're his girlfriend so it only makes sense that we make your apartment home base in all things related to Mingyu." She pointed out. Your expression turned to that of disbelief at Minnie's ridiculous reason. It only made her smile a bit. "What?"

"That's the biggest reach I've ever heard." Despite this, however, you nodded. "But I guess we can meet at my house and all go together."

"Operation: Save Mingyu starts now!" Hoshi cheered, pumping his fist in the air in excitement. You smiled at the sight, hoping that this new wave of optimism would crash into you as well, making you feel just a little better. Your friends headed out of the shop, chatting to themselves. When you saw Joshua and Jeonghan get up to join, you took their arms, sitting them back down.

"What?" Jeonghan asked. You motioned to their plates.

"You're not done." You said. Your motherly quality caused the duo to smile a bit in amusement, the first time since panic started to set in for them. "Finish, then go get Jihoon. If we're going to visit Mingyu, we should all be there."

The group split up, heading to their houses to gather what they needed for their trip: snacks, games, and anything they could use to keep Mingyu with them when they went to visit. The more stuff they had to do, the longer they could all be together and hopefully get to the bottom of this. At least, you hoped. As you headed back to your apartment, you rested against the elevator wall as it rose each floor. The same elevator that held the both of you after your first date back from Jeju only a week ago, the same elevator that almost caught sight of your first kiss a few weeks before that. A deep sigh wrecked your body as you closed your eyes. "I hope you're okay, Mingyu." You whispered out loud, hoping your prayer reached the ears of the one person who could make it happen. The sound of the dinging elevator caused you to open your eyes, and stand up straight as you stepped onto the floor. Down the hall, your eyes locked on two people standing in front of your door. One waited patiently as the other knocked a few times. They were both dressed in nice suits, clean-shaven and seemed very stoic. You walked over, hand gripping your key tightly in your pocket as you did so. "Hello." You called. "Is there something I can help you with?"

One of the men coughed into his hand as he turned to you. "Are you friends with Mr. Kim Mingyu?" Hearing his name caused your heart to speed up in your chest, and you nodded. "We work for his father. We were told to come and get you, and bring you to the house. There's something he needs to speak with you about."

"Me?" you gasped in disbelief. "Are you sure?"

"You're Kim Mingyu's uh...." He paused for a second. "Friend, right?" When he uttered your name, you nodded again. "Then yes. You. If you'll please follow us, our car is parked right downstairs."

"Uhm." You watched as the duo walked past you, towards the elevator. For a second, you wondered if you should tell them of your plans to head to the house with the group. However, worried that sharing this would lead to conflict, you simply followed behind them. They led you to the car, one of them opening the back seat and allowing you inside. As the car started, you pulled up your phone and opened the group chat, the one that Jihoon was added to and Mingyu was taken out of since this entire thing started.

I'm going now. Wait at my apartment.

With that text sent, you set your phone in your pocket and looked out the window, watching the streets go by as you saw Mingyu inched closer and closer. You knew seeing Mingyu again after your last encounter would leave familiar butterflies fluttering in the pit of your stomach, but you never once thought that it would be feelings of anxiety rather than feelings of excitement as the butterflies tried to escape your body.

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"They're red?" Jihoon's eyes widened as he looked at the two men. They didn't seem glad to repeat the entire story once again, simply nodding from across the table in Jihoon's little apartment. Jihoon whistled. "Damn."

"What do we do?" Joshua asked.

"Have you told anyone else?"

"No," Jeonghan said. "We thought it would fix itself. I mean, we saw the two of them get together."

"And our deal was to help the both of them get together," Joshua said. "We're going there now to see if we can talk to Mingyu and figure out what happened." Jihoon thought back to Mina's expressions and demeanor the last night at the beach house. How sullen and upset she looked seeing you and Mingyu together the entire weekend, and knowing she helped cause it. Jihoon, in a way, knew that feeling well.

I didn't get her anything. Mina's voice chimed in his ears.

"I have a feeling I know what happened," Jihoon said. "But I can't say for sure 'til we see Mingyu and clear everything up." Jeonghan and Joshua watched Jihoon rise from his chair. "Let's go, then." Just as the group was about to head to the rendezvous spot, Jihoon felt his phone vibrate. Looking down, he pulled it out, seeing your message pop up. "Huh. That's not good."

"What?" Joshua asked. Jihoon turned around and showed them the text you had sent in the back of Mingyu's car.

"If you two think you're going to be stuck here, invest in some phones. She's going there right now."

"...WHAT?!" The duo shouted.

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"Right this way." You heard one of the workers say. You followed, eyes scanning the hall as you walked. The walls, high-vaulted and expensive, were filled with expensive photos and furniture. The expensive furniture held the expensive plants and picture frames. Everything felt...expensive. The price of one item cost more than your entire apartment, and there were about 500 of your apartments scattered throughout the enormous house. You had only been over to the house a few times since meeting Mingyu, finding that he mostly invited the guys over during downtime. You were led to a set of large, regal doors at the end of the hallway, right around the corner from a flight of stairs. The worker knocked, before a booming: "Come in!" Was heard on the other side. The doors were swung open, and the worker stepped aside, allowing you to step into the room.

You did so with a polite nod to the worker, stepping in. The sounds of the doors closing behind you startled you, and you suddenly felt like a small animal trapped in the lion's den. Dread tickled your insides just a bit at the feeling. You scanned the area for one moment before the sound of a chair creaking with someone's movement alerted your eyes. When you turned your head, there he was: the lion.

"Hello." Mr. Kim said sweetly. You bowed.

"Hello, Sir." You said quickly.

"Please, sit." When you looked up again, your eyes immediately fell to the couch opposite where you were motioned. You felt that tickling sense of dread sprout from your stomach and into your chest as you saw Mina and Mingyu sitting side by side. Mina was smiling at you. Mingyu had his head turned, elbow resting on the arm of the couch to cover his mouth. His eyes were staring directly out the large window that sat in the back of the room, painting Korea's skyline as a backdrop for the entire room. As you finally took a seat, Mina spoke up:

"Hi." She smiled. "I'm sorry I left so abruptly last week. I needed to attend to things as soon as I got back."

"It's okay..." you said softly. When your eyes darted to Mingyu, he didn't move. "We were all just thinking of stopping by to see you. We were worried when you weren't messaging us."

"...I don't have my phone." Was all he muttered under his hand. Your next statement was blocked by Mr. Kim as he spoke up.

"It's a good thing we brought you here, then. There's some news we want to share with you." He said. Just then, Mina leaned forward, pushing a small white envelope in your direction. You seemed confused as to what it meant, and what you were expected to do with it. Mr. Kim motioned his hands to it. "Open it." Your eyes cast to Mingyu momentarily, hoping for some explanation. However, he didn't respond, eyes still staring at the skyline. Finally, you picked up the envelope, opened it, and pulled out a beautifully created card. As your eyes scanned the contents, you felt your heart drop in your chest, swallowed up by that growing pit in your stomach.

Kim Mingyu and Myoui Mina Engagement Party

August 27th

As you scanned the details, your fingers wrapped around the paper in shock. Your eyes shot up to Mina, who smiled.

"We've gotten engaged." She said softly. "We'll be married by the end of the year. That way we can finish our studies, and have a lovely Christmas wedding." She smiled at the idea, the picture-perfect wedding with the picture-perfect couple.

I will end as Mingyu's wife.

Mina's sentence read more like a threat in this new context, and you felt your breath hitch.

"Mingyu-." You called. You could see Mingyu's lip behind his hand just slightly as he chewed on it, biting back his pain as your voice cracked.

"I hate to inform you this way, as you seem shocked." Mr. Kim chimed in, and you looked over to him. "You've been a wonderful friend to my son. I can tell. However, with his college education coming to an end soon, he needs to focus on his role as a lawyer in our firm. He needs to focus on his responsibilities, including his future marriage." You watched him motion to Mina. "Mina is someone we have considered for him for a short time, but it has proven that she is the...best fit for him in achieving these goals." You looked over at Mina, feeling your eyes well with tears.

"Mina..." you said softly. "I thought-."

"I'm sorry it had to happen this way." She said, and it hurt you more seeing that she seemed pretty genuine about it.

Once again, your eyes darted to Mingyu. "Are you going to say anything?" you asked. Mingyu's eyes shook, his hand gripping his jaw as he continued to stay silent.

"Mingyu is still adjusting to the entire thing. It happened very quickly, in light of new information as well. We made the decision right as you all returned from your trip." You looked down at the card in your hands, which was starting to bend under your ever-tightening grip.

"Sir, I'm sorry." You said softly. Mr. Kim tilted his head. "Mingyu and I, that weekend in Jeju, we-."

"I know." He said. "I know you two had a little fling together." The word 'fling' stung as it pierced your ears, and they began ringing as he continued. "But, to put it simply, there are many reasons you were not chosen to remain in a relationship with my son. You don't have anything that will provide my son with the support he needs as a future lawyer. You and my son come from two different worlds, which is fine when it comes to friendship. However, that is all it is...friendship. It can't go beyond that." You hoped that your breath, which threatened to pick up and get more labored, would remain slow and steady. Mr. Kim simply continued. "Also, I have learned a lot of different things about you. In a short time, I will admit. However, I just don't see this fit working in the long run. You're not...enough."

That comment, along with Mingyu finally snapping his eyes at his father to yell at him to stop, burned into your brain. You looked down at the card one last time, the father and son argument happening beside you feeling more like white noise at this point.

I just want to be with you. Whatever that means, I'll do it.

You immediately folded the paper up, sticking it in your bag, and stood up. Mingyu and his father looked in your direction. You offered one more look at Mingyu, nodding your head. "Congratulations." You said gently.

"No." Mingyu rose from his spot as you bowed to his father. Fixing the strap of your purse, you headed out the door. Mingyu watched, letting out a ragged breath as his heartbeat started to slow down. He sank onto the couch, running a hand through his hair. He looked at his father. "I told you I wouldn't take over the company." He said immediately, hoping and praying his previous threat would once again hold water. His father looked completely uninterested.

"You would have left already." He said simply. "Mingyu, you need to face the truth. You're a lawyer at heart." He said simply. "And her leaving just now, is all the evidence we both needed to know that she does not really care about you. At least, not in the way that you thought. She'll probably go cry in that other young man's arms, and we will all move on to better things."

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As you walked down the hallway, you felt numb. You couldn't hear your feet clacking on the hard floor, or your heart beating, or your eyes and throat burning. You couldn't feel your phone vibrating in your pocket, or the chill of your necklace on your skin. When you reached up to touch it, your pace finally slowed. You stood at the top of the stairs leading to the front door when you heard your name being called. Turning around, you saw Mina hurry in your direction. As she slowed her pace, she took a deep breath.

"Please don't leave angry." She begged.

"What?" you asked, feeling the burning in your eyes start to blur your vision. "You made me sit through that, then ask me not to leave angry? You're really more selfish than I thought. Were you planning this from the beginning?"

"No." she gasped. "I didn't want to resort to this. I mean that." She sighed. "But Mingyu's father never would have allowed you two to be together. You're both just too different. You're not the type of person to watch as Mingyu suffers."

"He's suffering right now. Didn't you see him?" you asked. Mina stepped closer to you.

"I know he's hurting right now because I know how much you mean to him. But this, in the long run, is the best bet for all of us. You two can stay friends, and Mingyu will live a happy comfortable life. I still want that. I want us all to be friends and spend time together. Like we talked about in Jeju."

"After this? Are you crazy, Mina?!" You snapped, wiping the few tears trickling down your cheeks. "Or are you really just that mean to ask me such a thing? I thought we were friends. I thought you had gotten over this."

Mina only shook her head. "I love him too. I'll fight for him until the end." She said simply. You watched as Mina tucked some hair behind her ear, admiring her beautiful and delicate features. She really did look like the bride of a successful and rich lawyer. "Besides, there are plenty of fish in the sea. You of all people should know that." You scoffed.

"What is that supposed to mean?" you asked.

Mina only added: "All of you are invited to the engagement party. Maybe you can go with Joshua on your arm." She smiled, and for the first time, you could have sworn you felt a hint of her deep-rooted jealousy bubbling behind those beautiful lips. "He totally is in love with you, after all." You finally managed to yank your arms away, tears unable to stop themselves now. Mina sighed nodding her head. "I understand you want to leave now. I'll go." Without another word, she headed back to the office, leaving you in stunned silence. Just as she left your view, Mingyu entered it. You felt time freeze, legs unable to move as he hurried over to you. He called your name, though you had no intention of leaving.

"Please don't go." He said.

"What's going on?" you asked. Another question shot through your brain, and you felt your eyes water more. "What did I do?"

Mingyu's eyes widened as he reached out, taking your arms into his hands, hoping the gentleness of his touch you soothe your trembling body. You looked down, but Mingyu tried to lower his head so he could still catch your eyes. "Nothing!" he gasped. "I swear. I was not made aware of this entire plot until I got home...."

"Why have you ignored me for an entire week?"

"I've been fighting for an entire week to fix this." He said quickly. "Do you really think I'm happy about this?!" When Mingyu saw you sniffle, he reached out to wipe your eyes, but you pushed them away.

"What could have possibly changed in a week?" you asked, finally looking up at him. Mingyu simply stared at your tear-stricken face, knowing from his previous failed attempt he was forbidden to touch and comfort you the way he wanted. "I don't understand!"

Just as Mingyu was about to speak, a familiar threat tickled his brain like poisonous snake venom, keeping him frozen in place. If your little fling continues to be a distraction, I will have her expelled from school so she can't bother you. His father's words burned in the back of his mind, the silence only making you growmore anxious. You studied his eyes in hopes of finding an answer, but none came.

"If I didn't do anything....why are you looking at me like that, Mingyu?" You sniffled. Mingyu blinked, stepped back a bit, and pursed his lips together. You sniffled. "I did do something, what happened? Please tell me..."

Mingyu blinked, a shaky breath escaping. "...Did you tell Joshua-Hyung you loved him at the beach house?" he asked softly. Your eyes widened; your mouth stuck in a slack-jawed state. It took a second to process what he said, but that minute of your stunned expression caused Mingyu's confused eyes to avoid yours. "I heard you did. The first night."

Sadness turned into anger in a matter of seconds. "From who? Mina?!" You gasped. Mingyu said nothing, and you exhaled a deep shaky breath that shook your heart violently. "I...I thought it was you I was talking to." Mingyu watched as you finally allowed yourself to wipe your eyes. He studied the expression on your face as if it would reveal the truth to him.

"We don't look anything alike..." he said softly.

"I was drunk, it was dark, and I was half-asleep..." you said simply. "You know how drunk we all got that night...." Mingyu pursed his lips together. You felt your shoulders drop; your throat close as you covered your mouth with your hands. "Mingyu," you said again, the sadness in your voice hitting him like a bullet.

"...I don't...I don't think I fully believe you." He said, the words seeming to pain him to say just as much as they pained you to hear.

You felt your entire world come to a screeching fault as those comments parked in your brain. "What?"

"I thought about it the entire week after I heard. Why don't you ever stop him....when he flirts with you right in front of me?" He asked.

"Mingyu." You stressed again. "Are you serious?"

" I thought it was all in good fun at first. But I see how he looks at you. I actually don't think you realize it yourself fully, which I think makes it worse." he said. "Doeshe love you?" When you went quiet, an image of Joshua collapsing among the fireworks flashed in your brain, along with Jihoon's comments.

He's starting to experience more intense feelings of jealousy, anger, and lust.

Mingyu scoffed, and when you looked at him, he avoided your gaze, his lips brushing over his lips briefly as he tried to find his next words. "I figured."

"Mingyu, you need to trust me," you begged. "This is not what you think it is. I promise." Mingyu looked at you again, nodding his head.

"Then what is it?" he asked curiously. "I'm asking because I genuinely want to know."'

"I don't know," you said softly. "I can only speak for myself. Not him." Mingyu simply nodded his head, waiting for you to do so. "I don't have feelings for Joshua the way you think I do."

"Mmm..." Mingyu's soft hum to indicate he was listening hurt more than any of the other accusations he threw your way. You frowned, nodding your head.

"But, if you've chosen to believe Mina and make up your mind, then fine..." You reached your hands up, Mingyu's eyes following as you fumbled with the chain on the back of your neck. When the hook unlocked, you pulled it forward, dangling it in front of him. "Here. Consider it a wedding present."

Mingyu's hand stretched out to grab it just in time for your fingers to release it, feeling the cool metal pool in his hand. When he looked up, you were already descending down the stairs and heading out the door.

When Mina called him from down the hall, he couldn't look, he could only make his way down the hallway and towards his room.

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The ride home was long... too long. You arrived home to your door propped open just a bit, seemingly forgotten about as more and more people filed in. The entire cab ride home, the world had felt like a buzz. You had long since stopped crying, but it was probably because you physically couldn't anymore. Maybe it was because of the looks the cab driver was giving you from the rearview. Tears were drained from your body, and whenever you even thought that you had more to shed, a violent cough coursed through your body instead, your eyes strained and blurry. Muffled voices were heard as you got closer and closer to the door.

"I hope everything is getting sorted out." That was Hoshi.

"I still think we should go, too," Minnie said.

"No. It's not our battle to fight. Not if they asked for her specifically." That was Jihoon. You stood by the door for a second, looking down at your hands. You couldn't see it, but those red flashing symbols phased into your consciousness, and for a moment you felt that you were also someone cast out of heaven. The crime, you were unsure, but the punishment was severe and there was no way to fix it. You rested your head against the wall, your body finally feeling one sensation after what felt like hours: heaviness.

"When will she be back?" Seungkwan asked.

"Hopefully soon," Joshua said gently. When the conversations inside began to overlap, you took another deep breath. Pushing yourself off the wall, you walked into the apartment. The propped open door swung all the way open and alerted the attention of everyone. You couldn't really tell by their expression since your eyes were completely unfocused and most likely disassociating, but the vibe grew tense.

"W-what the hell happened?!" You heard Hoshi ask."Did you get drunk?"

"Heh, I wish. Oh, uhm...." You stepped into the apartment, closing the door behind you. The force of the door closing caused you to lose your balance, falling back against it. You sank to the floor, legs spread out in front of you as your head rested against the door. Footsteps approached you, and when you looked up, Joshua and Jeonghan were squatting down beside you. The red symbols flashed in your mind again, and that was when you realized your body still had more tears to shed.

"Hold on." You felt Joshua's hands reach out to you, pressing against you in the way they always do when he is attempting to calm you. However, this time, no warm glow coursed through your body, even a little. You sniffled, covering your eyes as the sobs only got harder and louder, echoing throughout the tiny apartment. Joshua looked at Jeonghan in shock. "It's not working." He whispered. You immediately reached forward, shoving Joshua backward. In his squatting position, the suddenness of your shove caused him to stumble back. "H-hey! What's wrong?!"

You looked at him for a minute, sniffling as veils of tears behind your eyes, the pressure and force of your attempts to breathe once again causing you to cough into your hand. Jeonghan immediately nestled next to you, allowing Joshua time to regain his balance. Watching Joshua's confused face as he studied you, hand extended just briefly in case you needed it, guilt washed over you. "Sorry," you said, voice hoarse and strained. Joshua simply sat beside you as you rubbed your face with your hands.

"You need to calm down at tell us what happened," Joshua begged softly, no hint of malice in his face, a hand finding itself on your back. He rubbed it, hoping the sensation would soothe you in a way his powers no longer could. Jeonghan used his free hand to get a tissue from Minnie, waiting for a chance to clean your face up of its dried tears. You coughed again, body shaking from the force of the cough.

"You can't keep crying and coughing or you'll throw up. Calm down, now." Jeonghan warned gently. You wiped your eyes, looking up at the two of them. They both watched as you shook your head, more tears falling as you muttered:

"I'm sorry. I just wasn't good enough." Before the tears finally began flowing once again. 

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pairing ▸ partner!wen junhui x gn!reader genre ▸ drabble, domestic fluff, fluff, slight suggestive (?? idk man) warnings ▸ none !! [lmk if there are ] wc ▸ 485

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A figure peeks into the bedroom. The only light in the room is the light of the clock, ticking it’s digital numbers into the night.

”Honey?” Jun whispers into the darkness in which silence replies. You keep your mouth shut, not replying to make it seem you are asleep. A few seconds pass before he closes the door.

Okay, you don’t have a problem or something, in fact you adored sleep. It just eventually became a habit of yours to wait until Jun arrives home to actually close your eyes. Despite other people’s comments and even Jun himself telling you not to.

”I love you, but no need.” He had said with a smile one day. A silent nudge to tell you to get some damn sleep.

Tonight, like any other one, just as you hear the door knob click and the footsteps of Jun quietly going to the bathroom, your eyelids instantly feel heavier and sleepiness start to take over your body. Fluffing your pillow and snuggling closer into the warmth of the bed you slowly drift off to dreamland.

The clock strikes 2 AM when the mattress dips from his weight. Work those days had been weighing him down and he rarely gets to see you. His heart honestly did flutter at your gesture to wait for him before sleeping but he knew it wasn’t good for you. The way you found ways of still showing him affection despite his hard career, he loved so much!

Jun, hair damp, chest bare, shifts on the cold bedsheets. His quiet breathing fill the dark room as he lays on his side, a delicate hand tracing the folds of your pillowcase. He rests a light kiss on your cheekbone, his soft lips leaving a stamp of love on your skin. Your eyes slightly flutter at the sudden movement on the bed and you slowly gain consciousness. His low chuckle sent chills down your spine.

“Let’s be honest, my love.” He intertwines your hands with his and kissed each of your knuckles. “Your sleeping act isn’t the best.”

A sleepy hum of protest answers him as you bury your face on the bed.

“If I go home early tomorrow, you’ll sleep early, deal?”

“Watch She’s Dating A Gangster with me then?” You whisper.

He sends out a hum of agreement, “Whatever your wish.” He kisses your forehead, in between your eyebrows.

8/10 times do you get to have these moments, a little key highlight of your nights. It calmed you– knowing he came through the front door alive and well, being able to survive another day. That’s what lulled you to sleep and comforted you on hectic nights.

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Hiii can I pls request reader taking care of Jun when he’s sick and calls her in the middle of the night to come over and help him (like maybe he has a migraine or something) ❓💖

Such a cute prompt wow! Thanks a lot for sending in a request :) I'm gonna be honest I thought so much about this but I couldn't find an appropriate (and interesting!) way to write this for a long time. This is what I've come up with, I hope you like it <3

It’s 12 a.m.

You stare at your phone screen for the hundredth time this night. Your “good night <3” message has been left on delivered for 2 hours now. Granted, he didn’t have to reply- you were not dating or anything- just hanging out, or ‘in a situationship’, if you may. It’s been six months since you met him, as a creative director for his solo comeback. Ever since then you had been seeing each other, work and outside of it- and your best friend was of the opinion that your relationship should have been exclusive by now. She had a point, but relationships in the showbiz industry didn’t have the same rules as ordinary life, and even though it hurt you, you didn’t want to lose him. Your thoughts slowed down and felt yourself drifting off to sleep, your grip still tight on the phone, careful of any movement.

You were enjoying the bliss of your meaningless dreams when your phone suddenly started buzzing endlessly. It was 2 a.m., what kind of lunatic wanted to talk to you at this hour?

It was Wen Junhui.

You huddled up, clearing your throat as much as possible to bring out your most attractive sleepy voice ever. “Hello?” you whispered, imagining him clutching his heart and kicking his legs in excitement because you picked up the phone.

“Um, hello? Y/n?” You blushed, his hoarse voice sounded so sexy!

Wait, his voice was too hoarse…almost like he was sick?!

“Hey Jun, are you okay? You don’t sound too well.” You made no effort to hide how worried you were.

“Y/n I- I’m sorry I didn’t reply to your message-” He was concerned about that? “-I’m just down with terrible migraine and I can’t bear to look at screens.”

“Okay, it’s totally fine, you don’t even need to apologize for that,” you hear a groan from his side. Wow, he had to be in a lot of pain. “I’m coming over.” You declared, already packing up necessities. He didn’t have to say it, you already knew why he had called.

“I’ll see you then.” Hah, you thought, he was too sick to even politely decline as a courtesy. Not that you minded, but still.

You reach his place, pushing in his passcode like its everyday for you. It was pretty common for you to be at his place, but the context was totally different then.

“What happened to my little Junnie?” you hoped the joke would land, even if your audience member was writhing in pain right now.

Jun chuckled a little, turning towards you, wincing in the process. “I even canceled my late night practice today, this bitch of a migraine is not letting me live.”

You let out a laugh. This man is still in his jeans- how does he expect to feel better? “Did you take any medicine?”

“No.”

“Heat pads?”

“No.”

“Did you at least eat?”

“No.”

“You are stupid.” You sigh. “But you’re so lucky to have me.” You add sarcastically. “Change your clothes till the time I heat the porridge I’ve got you. You eat it and then take the medicine I give you okay?” Jun simply nodded, smiling slightly.

By the time you come back with his porridge and medicine, Jun had changed into his comfy pajamas. You avoided looking at him because if this guy got any cuter, you’ll probably buy him a ring and pop the question. You preferred to stay silent as he ate, because sound usually worsened his migraines, and you were not sure if your relationship was of the kind that your voice would be an exception to this.

“Why are you not talking?” Jun mumbled, his mouth full of porridge. You smiled, wiping a bit of porridge from the corner of his lips. “I know you prefer silence when you have migraines. Sounds make it worse right?”

“Yeah, but your voice is not a sound- it’s a voice and I like it- it is soothing and…..and, it makes me feel better.” He pouted.

Ah, why would he say that now?

“You’re sick, you should probably lie down now,” you try to change the subject, clearing up his bowl and water. You make him lie down, putting a cooling eye mask on his eyes. “This will make you feel better, I know your eyes hurt whenever you get migraines.”

The atmosphere was suddenly uncomfortable, it seemed like he had also grasped the meaning of what he had said. Did he regret it? Did he not mean it? You felt foolish, running around for someone in the middle of the night to take care of them, only to realize you probably like them way more than they like you.

“Y/n.”

“Hmm?”

“Thank you for not making me say it.”

“Say what?”

“That I wanted you to come over.” Jun whispers. “I wouldn’t have been able to ask you if you didn’t take the initiative.”

Why did that feel like a punch to the gut? “Uhm, you’re welcome I guess?” Your disappointment somehow made its way to your tone. You could tell, because he took his eye-mask off and sat upright.

“I’ve just been taking you so much for granted lately, I don’t think I would’ve had the conscience to ask you to do such a favor for me.” He took your hand in his. You tried to keep your face straight despite your nerves tingling hopelessly.

“It’s not a favo-”

“But you knew I won’t be able to ask this of you and you came here to take care of me, ” he cuts you off. “You’re such a lovely person y/n, I wish I had met you sooner.”

You don’t know what to say. You open and close your mouth, closely resembling a fish, but he doesn’t seem to notice it. “I like you Y/n.”

What’s that now?

“I like you so so much.” He continued. You felt a blush creeping up your neck towards your face. Jun looked at you hopefully. He brought up both of your hands and kissed them softly. “I’m sorry to bring it up in a moment like this, when there’s a literal shit-orchestra playing in my head, its 3.30 in the morning and I’m looking like a frazzled orangutan but this question cannot be delayed anymore,” He took a deep breath, “will you be my girlfriend?”

He was so dramatic, wow. You giggled a little, trying to hide how taken aback you were. “Sure, it will be my pleasure.” Jun’s face lit up as if Christmas had come early. He pulled you in for a big hug, burying his head in your neck. “You don’t know how long I’ve waited to ask you this, but my perfect moment never seemed to come.”

You laugh, “Am I supposed to say something corny like, every moment is perfect with you?” You hear his chuckle. You pull away, making him lie down on the bed, putting his eye-mask back on. “C’mon you need to sleep now.” You say in your sternest voice possible.

“Wow, you’re so sexy,” he mumbles softly, “is it too early to say that I love you?”

“Shut up!”

[tinykittendelusion]

Wonwoo as a Dad

a/n: I've been Mia for a long time lol

triggers: none

Girl dad 101

He cries tears of joy when he finds out you're pregnant

The children's favourite storyteller. He uses different voices and accents while telling them stories

Learns to cook for his children and masters their favourite dishes

Was incharge of diaper changing when the kids were younger

Would take his kids out on daddy children dates very often

Calm dad chaotic child trope

Plays video games with his children

But also dresses up as a fairy for their tea party

The parent who helps with homework but the children end up helping him with basics

He drives his kids and their friends everywhere

Would love doing his daughters hair

When his kids first start school he seemed okay but as soon as the kids went in he started crying

Loves fake crying to annoy his kids

Cried when their children graduated and when they got their first job

Loves celebrating even the smallest of their achievements

Your children would have his first alcohol with him

When your children are much older they'd randomly meet him up for beer and games

Overall a chill fun parent

[honeyhae-svt]

✧.*⑅˖♡On My Command MASTERLIST♡⁠˖⑅*⁠.⁠✧

LAZY EDIT

heya, heya, heya! aeya here!: I jus' want to let yk that requests are now open! Feel free to suggest and I will be writing it, hehehe. —bummer, no one wanna though.

My first ever story & series posted here on Tumblr! Yey! Promoting my Wattpad >w< @muuimihanmal_writes - The link is from Wattpad also posted by me ^^ but dw, if you dont have a Wattpad acc, just check the chapter down below!

On My Command

SEVENTEEN FANFICTION (Series)

AFAB!READER x SEVENTEEN - MNDI GENRE: Mafia, Businesses, Dark Romance, Smut, Gangs, RomCom, Action, Fem!Reader x Mafia!Seventeen, Baddie!Reader x Businessmen!Seventeen Status: ONGOING (stopped until someone convinces me to continue) ⚠️ WARNINGS ⚠️: Smut, Kissing, Oral Sex, Unprotected Sex (though some have), Mention of Birth Controls, Gunshots, Blood, Fingering, Squirting, Language, Manipulation, Fighting, Action, Pet Names, Size kinks. ♡-Mention of other groups like TXT, EXO, ENHA, G-IDLE, LE SSERA, NCT DREAM, RIIZE (THIS IS A SERIES SO IG I WILL BE ADDING MORE TO THAN THESE WARNINGS) - MDNI OR I WILL BLOCK THOSE WITHOUT AGE INDICATOR ON BIO READER IS NAMED LI MEI QIANG!!! >>>> IMAGES ARE FROM PINTEREST so yeah, ctto. Also, there will be a 1st person POV 'cause I like starting from Y/N's POV at every story I make. Lmao. Enjoy babies. ♡

PREVIEW: YN POV: I had always thought I would live out the rest of my days aging quietly and dying a mundane death. My life seemed devoid of surprises until I turned 23. Suddenly, I found myself entangled with businesses, gangs, and even dangerous mafias. Who could have imagined my life would take such an exhilarating turn? At last, I had something new to experience in my previously dull existence. Now, I could finally put my unique ability to good use-an ability to manipulate, honed by my deep understanding of psychology, in situations that were both serious and thrilling. Would I able to handle this serious turn of events? You're damn right I can.

> CHAPTER 1

tags: gunshots, blood, language, manipulation, fighting, action

> CHAPTER 2

tags: language, kissing, making out (w/joshujii), persistence

> CHAPTER 3

tags: kidnapping, nonconsent, making out, needles, blood, language, manipulation

> CHAPTER 4

tags: gunshots, blood, language, manipulation

a/n: sorry guys, i only recently uploaded this story on tumblr so yeah, still working on other chapters (hehe)

do check this story out on wattpad since ive already uploaded a bunch of chapters there (though still unfinished) but yeah, busy with college and stuffs (my damn job) as well so i dont think i can update frequently. PLEASE ENJOY THOUGH